01/06/2011.20

I have one of those days. I started out feeling great. Then I couldn't eat, then Clay is sweet & charming & now I want to yell at him & smack him where the reset button should be. I wanted to go swimming today. He said we could go, I fixed dinner, (Lamb with a white gravy over pasta) he put the dishes up & started the car. I was researching something on the net (Japanese cooking, I think I might try it.) & then out of the blue he said, "what would you say if I asked to go tomorrow?" I said "you mean swimming?" "Yes" "I would have to say you say that all the time." "I know but look at it from my point of view, this is my 18th hour today, I am exhausted." I sighed & told him to go shut off the car. The jerk is sitting on the couch. If we don't go tomorrow him & I are so going to have issues. All he wants to do is sit on the couch. I sick of it. I want to go out, but he keeps asking me to stay. Sigh, I do because he knows how to ask me to make me want to stay. Dam it, he has known me for 19years he had better know me. I also know that he knows this is his last free pass. If he does not go with me tomorrow I will just leave without him & then not talk to him for 2-3days till he apologizes. I know some might say its childish & that I should talk to him about how I feel. He know how I feel, we have had that discussion. He also knows that if he does not get his butt in gear I will be feeding him nothing but vegetarian meals ( I love them, he is the meat eater.) I see some beans & rice in his future.  LOL!

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