I am trying not to avoid my reading. I have to read the second chapter in my tech writing class &  I know its going to boring. The book just talks about it's self like its trying to sell you the book, not how to write. Makes my head hurt just thinking about it. (Sigh.) I guess I should just get it over with. I like of feel like Alice when she talks to the Cheshire Cat.

I have these lines running through my head & can't get them out.

You are my love & everything I need.
You are the only one to hold my hand.
You are the only one who can turn my head.
You are my love & everything I need.
You are the only one to make me smile.
You are the only one to make my heart beat fast.
You are my love & everything I need.
You are the only one to sooth my worries away.
You are the only one to take the pain away.
You are my love & everything I need.
You are the only one who can make me laugh.
You are the only one who can make me brake.
You are my love & everything I need.

心臟閘我感覺它。 我感覺我的心臟落的&片斷; 打碎入不會適合回到的微小的碎片他們的地方。 為什麼？ 為什麼？ 我做了什麼？ 什麼有我說？我給了您我的心臟。 我給了您我所有。 我是總是你的，但是那不重要。 我感覺冷的& 倒空我的心臟的地方。 我感覺冷滲出入我。我感覺然後曾经在那裡缺掉敲打的寂寞。 我只愛您。 您留下& 現在我什么都沒有。 我不会再调查您微笑的眼睛。它是像流經我的靜脈的冰滲出入我的手指& 用腳尖踢麻木每它接觸的地方。 當我衰弱设法继续，我聽見我的在我的胸口的呼吸吵鬧聲。我在我的不會感覺您再遞。 那裡是慢慢地落對地面的另一個片斷。 因此寒冷，沒有熱，沒人在那裡。 他不會再是。